Video Game Therapy is actually a made up concept, not sure if it actually exists but I thought it sounded pretty cool so I am going to use it. Anyhow, as you may have previously read I have been going through a really awful period with regards to my mental health. It got so bad … Continue reading Video Game Therapy Working For Me
It started in July this year, it just hit me out of nowhere, it was the darkness of bipolar depression taking over my body and mind. It has been a rough couple of months to put it lightly, made worse by being sentenced to home detention for being reckless when manic earlier in the year. … Continue reading Am Alive! It’s Been A Dark Couple of Months.
I am writing this today as I have personally been in the position of feeling suicidal, the thoughts racing through my head, then the result being self-harm, why, because the real thing scares the hell out of me for a very good reason. As an ambulance officer I have been called to many suicides, and … Continue reading Mental Health & Suicide
I made the mistake of reading through a few different posts on Quora. Specifically, ones that talked about Bipolar as it fascinates me to what other people thing. Well anyway the post I was reading asked is Bipolar Disorder dangerous. Now there is an overwhelming number of posts who agree that people with Bipolar can … Continue reading Opinion: Are We Dangerous If We Have Bipolar?
Yesterday at 8am the police came with a search warrant. My kids and I were sitting watching TV, ready to go to school. You see I made a grave mistake a while ago, not paying for items I ordered through my employer, as well as selling other items belonging to them. Basically, I fucked up … Continue reading The Day It Came Crashing Down
Photo by rawpixel on Unsplash For me it all began in January 2019, well this was my first major episode in New Zealand, and to be honest my first ever major episode. It started with alcohol. Couple of wines to numb the mind. Then I found myself cutting at my arm. It felt good. I was pretty drunk. … Continue reading My Experience of The New Zealand Mental Health System