It's been three weeks since I started my new job. Life just seems to be speeding by, to the point were I am losing track of days. It does feel good that I can afford enough food now for the two kids and I. One thing I have noticed a lot more is my lack … Continue reading Life In The Fast Lane
I have applied for a job for the first time in over a year. This job is in a field I haven't worked in before, its in a healthcare facility, so it will be very interesting I am sure. However, I have only applied for the job so still very early stages. Thought I would … Continue reading First Job Application In A Year
Lithium makes me meh, just hovering above my body observing my life. Olanzapine makes me feel like a sack of spuds the following day. Escitalopram increases the good chemicals to help me enjoy life again. Atorvastatin stops my arteries from plaquing up and thus preventing me from dying from a heart attack or stroke. I … Continue reading Life In The Slow Lane
So I now take Olanzapine 15mg and Quetiapine 50mg daily and everything feels...ok. I expected to be much more sedated than I am, even though I am pretty sedated I just expected to be a pure zombie. My racing thoughts and noisy mind has halted which is cool. When I saw my psychiatrist yesterday we … Continue reading Life on Double Antipsychotics
Photo by Adam Nieścioruk on Unsplash The past few weeks have been, well… a roller-coaster of emotions. From one minute being depressed on the verge of suicide to the next minute bouncing off the walls wanting to party. The cruel fact is that I have now come to terms that this will be how my life may end … Continue reading Being A Medication Guinea Pig
Is anyone else seeing it, lots of posts on brand new blogs with the title talking about dating someone with bipolar? First time I've seen such mass spam.
Throughout the timeline of this blog I have been through a lot of medication changes as well as life changes. It is those life changes that promoted this post. I believe I have hit close to rock bottom. Let me explain how: * Finances - well this time last year I was a high flying … Continue reading Hitting Rock Bottom