Abilify seems to be working...I believe. It has been four days since starting the medication and I am feeling less anxious and appear to have more energy. I mean it hasn't cured me. Chances are it might not even be working yet, could just be my normal self fighting back but the fact I am … Continue reading Abilify Seems To Be Working…
For those following this blog you will know that I have been in a pretty bad depressive mood for some weeks now. It has sucked the life out of me. Anyhow, went to psychiatrist on Monday and was prescribed Abilify. That now means that I am now taking:- 1200mg Lithium- 20mg Olanzapine- 20mg Atorvastatin- 1mg … Continue reading Fighting Through Depression
For a few days, no, actually weeks there has been something off about my mood. I have lost any enjoyment I had in life, I am sleeping a whole heap more, can't get out of bed and just generally feel worthless. Top this off with suicidal ideation on a daily basis, you can say life … Continue reading Hello Again Depression
I am hoping I have a winning combination to fight off my loneliness with a good book and an average coffee. The book is Relevation Space by Alastair Reynolds. I love me some science fiction and fantasy novels. Any of you guys try to pick up a book and read it?
The loneliness I have at home most of the week sucks so I am thinking about joining a gym. Local one were giving $250 if you joined over the next three days. Going to go in tomorrow see what the deal is all about. Getting out the house will be nice, plus the exercise will … Continue reading Going To Try The Gym
I am so happy that I have hit 200 WordPress followers, it really means a lot to me that people want to hear what I am writing about. It gives me hope in my own recovery. I also have 1,100 Twitter followers, equating to 1,300 total followers. Thank you all so much. May The Force … Continue reading Milestone: 200 WordPress Followers
For part of the week I don't have my children living with me (Shared custody), and it is on these days that I struggle with loneliness. I have no friends or family (in another country). I lost my friends through my recklessness when I was going through a breakdown/manic high (this recklessness has left me … Continue reading Coping With loneliness, How Do You Do It?